While taking a nap today I dreamed that I had married a guy that I didn't really love. We peacefully coexisted but I knew that my heart was not passionate about him. In my dream I suddenly realized this with such strength. And I agonized in my dream about how I could have married a man I didn't love. I was desperately asking myself, "How am I going to get out of this?" Then all these things I had said in the past came back to me, "When I get married, there will be no turning back. That's why I need to be sure."
My next thought was how could my friends let me do this and then I flashed back to conversations with my friends where I had justified him. This was one of those dreams where in the dream you really think it's real.
I was so perplexed about how I got duped into this marriage that I woke up. And of course, I was so relieved. haha Dreams are so weird.
Monday, April 11, 2005
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Who was he?
oh... haha well, mysterious anonymous asking the juicy questions. He was no one imperticular. I don't know him in real life. His face was never clear in my dream...you know how dreams are sometimes-blurry.
But I do know he was kind of Ned Flander-ish (the super geeky religous guy from the Simpson's)
hahahahahha
I've just watched the Simpson's a couple time with my roommate and Ned Flander is entering my dreams.
haha
Funny, joyce =) Thank God it was a dream! You and Ned Flander are definitely not meant for each other (he being yellow and all...). What do you think your dream means?
Funny, joyce =) Thank God it was a dream! You and Ned Flander are definitely not meant for each other (he being yellow and all...). What do you think your dream means?
What are against marrying someone of a different color? Just kidding! Hey, I found your blog through Tre's which I found through Ian Durias, and just wanted to pass the word along that Jed Brewster has started an MBC blogosphere for MBC alumni. Check it out here: www.oau.blogspot.com
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